Wedding Cake with Coconut and Cream. Best. Snow. Cone. Ever.
Avery. Pink Lemon Sour and Cream. (I think that's disgusting.)
She's a mess.
THIS WAS AT THE FAIR!! I died.
This week is going to be a disaster. Mostly because I'm an emotional wreck.
Last night I started packing for my move. I feel like I did this four months ago. . . Oh wait, I did. I'm becoming a pro at putting my life into a box, but I'm not quite pro at controlling my emotions. When my family moved in April I was excited. A new house, a new room, a new church ward, and all my friends stayed the same. It's not quite the same this time around. I'm moving to an apartment. I'm sharing a room for the first time with a stranger. I'll have a new ward (the fourth one I've been in this year). There will be new classes. New strangers. Everyone will be a stranger, I'll be a stranger. That terrifies me.
I packed my first box last night. It was my closet. (Well, part of it. There's no way I'd be able to fit all my clothes in one box.) I bawled. Seriously! Who cries over clothes?! Apparently I do. And it's not because I'm super worried my precious clothing children are going to be damaged on the way to Snow. That's ridiculous. It's because I'm a sap. To me clothes aren't just pieces of fabric, they're like mini memories. I bought this scarf in New York for debate, I wore this when I first hung out with so and so, I wore this when I did this or that. (I sound insane.)
I'm going to start a list of things I've found I thought I lost eventually. I have found a lot of things. (And of course I start crying when I find them.)
You'd think I was pregnant or something with how emotional I am. It's dumb. (I am not pregnant. Don't worry.)
Okay, enough about my ridiculous-ness.
Did you watch the meteor shower last night?? It was absolutely incredible! (I cried, but I was just hung over from the packing/leaving people drama.) I sat on the 5th green of the golf course with my little blanket and watched the sky for hours. Fun fact: I love the stars. I love the sky, I love anything that has to do with astronomy, even though I'm not a super freak about it. This was breath-taking. I sat there and watched a meteor fall and break in two and burn up. It was red, and you could see the flames, and I pretty much died right there. So cool.
Besides packing yesterday, I was on Pinterest for a good 3 hours, maybe 4. That website is so addicting! You'd never guess what I looked at though. *cringe* Wedding crap. Yes, crap. My mother is a wedding planner, I've lived and breathed weddings since the 6th grade. Naturally, I hate them. And I hate all the people who tell me I'm going to get married within the year. Not going to happen. Boys scare me. Especially ones I haven't known since the 8th grade.
So I decided.
I can't get married until my hair is at least this long. Sounds like a good plan, yes?
My dress will be like this. (With a higher v of course.)
These will be my flowers. (They're my favorie! Peonies and Anemones)
This will be my ring. It's okay if it's smaller, I'm not picky.
And, of course I will have suede shoes.
Help. Me. Just looking at these pictures makes me sick. No more weddings or Pinterest for me.
Well. I should go spend my last Sunday with Chandler. We always watch Disney movies or play Netflix Roulette. (I'll explain that later.) 6 Days until I'm at Snow!
xoxo,
Mo
(p.s. Snow, xoxo, mo, hehe it's all rhymes!)
(p.s.s. I've broken every single one of
these packing rules. Gah!)